My concern here is with a specific type of “torn decision,” in which an agent’s decision cannot follow directly from the endorsed contents of their self (such as moral convictions, rational deliberations, self-governing policies, volition structures, and so forth). In statistical terms, the probability of this agent deciding in favor of any one of the options before her is .5. It is important to note that the agent is not indecisive because she is confronted with prospects she takes to be abhorrent/unthinkable options, nor is she torn because her decision is, to her, trivial/insignificant. She is “torn” because the constituents of her agential self either do not specify what she should do or they conflict with one another, resulting in a .5 probability of her deciding one way or the other.
Perhaps an example would help: Agent Z has, for some time, endorsed only Republican candidates. Simultaneously, he has come to care deeply about the reduction of pollutants released into the atmosphere. These commitments, surprisingly, do not conflict until the election of 2010, wherein the Republican candidate openly opposes pollution controls, and the Democratic candidate supports them. For sake of simplicity, suppose that, to Z, all other factors regarding the election and the two candidates cancel out. He is in the voting booth, and must vote one way or the other, having previously decided that not voting is an unthinkably unpatriotic thing for him to do.
Libertarians, such as Kane and Balauger, seem to view such torn decisions as the paramount opportunity for freedom (or L-freedom). Here, alternative possibilities are generated and the agent indeterminately “just decides,” perhaps “in light of” prior deliberation and desires, and perhaps as a self-forming decision, but always by selecting from 2 or more genuinely available courses of action. Compatibilists, on the other hand, would seemingly tend to view such moments as examples of diminished autonomy, wherein such notions as identification, ownership, and self-governance are inapplicable. The decision is not adequately controlled by the agent’s reasons-responsive mechanism and/or volitional structures (given that, should the decision-moment occur 1000 times, one result will happen 500 times, and the other result will happen 500 times), and so is not one that is made fully autonomously.
What is irksome to me is that I am not comfortable with either of these horns, so to speak. The so-termed “libertarian” view seems to ride on the presumption that, when the agent “just decides,” it is she who is making the decision and so it is she who makes the leap beyond indeterminacy. But exactly who or what is this “she” that/who is deciding? If her present beliefs, commitments, and desires cannot guide her one way or the other, it seems as though there is no “she” that makes a decision. A volitional spasm, perhaps, but not the personality of an agent. At the same time, at least some of our torn decisions do seem to constitute important moments in our agential history, defining, in a way, who we become as persons and agents. And so for compatibilists to poo-poo such decisions as paradigm examples of non-autonomous (or at least, less-than-fully autonomous) decision-making seems mistaken, as well.
How might we move beyond this gridlock? That is, what is the sort of agency proper to non-randomly made torn decisions (of the kind discussed here)?